I am confusing...

Today a teacher from Han Jiang secondary school came to our school.
He come here to give us a speech about the facilities of Han Jiang secondary school.
The facilities are cool, I love it.
I wish to go there if I have 7As in UPSR.
One of my reason to go there is I need to change the thing around me...
I'm silly, right???
I don't know I just want to leave here as fast as I could...
This place is very unforgetful for me,
because this place has many sad memory for me...
For those people who hurt me again and again,
I can't forgive them again and again...
I can't do that and I don't know why!!!
Maybe I should go to a place that noone find me...
But I didn't want to do that...
I just want them to leave me alone...
Just for a few days...
Nevermind,
I had made my decision to go to Han Jiang secondary school,
IF HAD 7AS IN UPSR...
I won't decide to go to Chung Ling secondary school to meet them again...
Like that maybe I will tried to forget all these memories...
I hate sad memories ...
From now on,
I'll tried my best to forget it not to forgive it...
I promise myself...