月光下等着你的爱。。。

最后，你依然离开了，

可是，你不知我依然在原地等待。。。

等待你回来，

等待你的爱。。。

属于我们的回忆，消失了。。。

在带着忧郁的月光下。。。

我只能苦笑着在月光下等着奇迹。。。

用一生去等待。。。(转载自2008年12月24日的民生报)

小的时候，明亮温暖的下午，小实会站在千洋家的窗下，高声喊着他的名字。然后他会从窗口探出小小的脑袋来回答她:"等一下，3分钟!"但她通常会等5分钟以上，因为千洋会躲在窗帘后面，看着她在开满花的树下一朵一朵地数着树上的犁花。当他分不清哪个是花，哪个是小实的时候，才会慢吞吞地下楼去。
她看到他，会说:"你又迟到了。"然后，他们就开始玩过家家，她是妈妈，他是爸爸，却没有孩子。她把掉下来的花瓣撕成细细的条，给自己的小丈夫做菜吃。
蓝色婚纱
上中学的时候，小实和千洋约定每天早晨7点在巷口的早餐铺见面。小实总是很准时地坐在最里边的位值，叫来两根油条。
7点10分以后，千洋托着黑色的书包出现在有些寒冷的阳光里，表情懒散，脸上隐隐可见的牙膏沫。她看到千洋，会说:"你又迟到了。"然后他坐下来开始吃早餐。小实把他脏脏的书包放在自己的腿上，把粗大的油条撕成细细的条，给他配着热腾腾的豆浆喝。
高中毕业典礼那一天，他们去了一家婚纱店。小实指责一套婚纱对他说:"我好喜欢那套婚纱。"
千洋看着那套婚纱，它不是白色，而是深蓝色的，蓝得有些诡异，有些忧郁，就像新娘一个人站在站在教堂里，月光掉在她入花的脸上时，眼中落下的一滴泪。然后千洋轻声告诉她:"等你嫁给我的那一天，我把它买给你。"
大学他们分居两地，当小实打电话询问他的信什么时候会到时，千洋常常回答3天以后。而她接到信的时候，已经过了7天。
于是小实会在回信里包上新鲜的玫瑰花瓣，然后写道::"你又迟到了。"小实把日记撕成细细的条，夹在信里寄过去。她想如果他细心地把那些碎条拼起来，就可以读到她在深夜对他的思念。
毕业以后，他们有了各自的工作。有一天千洋说要来看她，于是朴素的小实第一次化了妆，匆匆赶去车站。小实看着空荡荡的铁道，觉得那是些寂寞的钢轨，当火车从它们身上走过，它会发出绝望的哭声。
白色讽刺
火车比预定时间晚了一个小时。小实看到千洋变得比以往更加英俊，只是眼中少了一分懒散。接着小实又看到又看到千洋身边有一个笑颜如花的女子，他介绍那是他的未婚妻。他只是说了一句:"你又迟到了。"那天晚上，小实把他写过的信撕成细细的条，让一团温柔的火苗吞噬了它们的身躯。
千洋结婚那天也邀请了小实。 小实看到新娘是如此的美丽，穿着一套洁白的婚纱。那婚纱白得十分刺目，像是在讽刺她的等待。没有人发觉她在晕眩。
第二天小实就搬去了一个小城市，没有 人知道她在哪里，她决心要从这个世界里蒸发，从 千洋的生活里蒸发。 千洋像大多数都市里小有成就的男人一样，经历了事业上的成功'，失败，离婚，再婚，再离婚，再结婚，丧妻。
在他的生命里路过了许许多多的女人，有些爱他，有些被他爱，有些伤害，有些被他深深地伤害。匆匆而来，又匆匆而去。
当千洋恍惚记起曾经那个站在开满鲜花的树下一朵一朵数犁花的小女孩时，自己已经是七十的老人了。千洋寻访到了小实的讯息，认为自己应该带一点见面礼给她。后来有人告诉他，小实一直都没结婚，似乎在等待一个约定，只是这个约定的期限不知在何时。于是，他知道自己该买些什么了。
一生等待
千洋花了很长的时间去寻找一件深蓝色的婚纱，他的确找到了很多件，只是没有一件像当年那套一样，有着孤独新娘在月光下的第一滴眼泪感觉的深蓝色婚纱。
辗转反侧，终于他从香港一位收集了很多套婚纱的太太手里买下了那样一件婚纱。那位太太听过他们之间的故事后坚持不收钱，但千洋还是付给了她55元，因为从他许下买下这套婚纱的约定到现在已经过去了55年
千洋带着那套深蓝色的婚纱，匆忙赶到医院。他从不知道70多岁的身居然可以跑得这样快。但是时间是最作弄人的东西，在他怀抱那堆深蓝色的轻纱踏入病房的那一刻，小实停止了呼吸。他觉得这一幕是那么似曾相识，只不过不同的是，她不能再对他说一句:"你又迟到了。"
小实一直都在等待约定的期限，尽管千洋总是迟到。但她从没想过，那最后一个约定的期限，就是她一生的时间。
*完*

圣诞节快乐。。。

据说，在很久很久以前，
有位胖嘟嘟又和蔼可亲的老人，
大家都称他为圣诞老人。
每年的平安夜，
他都会悄悄地背着礼物，
坐着鹿橇，
从烟囱里爬进屋子。。。
隔天，小孩子们会在各自的圣诞袜里发现自己梦寐以求的礼物。。。
但是，有些儿童会在各自的圣诞袜里发现煤炭!
怎么会这样?
原来这是圣诞老人送给那些不听话的孩子的处罚。。。
我相信大家应该是乖乖的孩子吧!
所以大家应该会收到自己梦寐以求的礼物吧!
还有还有，
在平安夜，
诚心地闭上眼睛，
向星星许愿。。。
愿望便会达成了哦!
Anyway,
圣诞节快乐!
May all our dream come true!

Anime

第三章——月光剑

回到客栈(也就是陈阿姨的家），诗岚以为陈阿姨会火山爆发把她骂得狗血淋头。可是，陈阿姨却和刚才在菜市时的表情一样，一直沉默不语。于是，诗岚再也忍不住这种宁静的气氛，开口问道：“陈阿姨，难道你不生气我耽误了你的时间吗？”

“啊？我又说我生气你吗？”陈阿姨放下手头上的工作，望着诗岚。

“那就是说，你原谅了我哦！”诗岚终于放下了心头大石，高兴得手舞足蹈，像极了3岁小女孩。

“啊?我有说我原谅你吗？”陈阿姨用很怪异的眼神望着诗岚，而被陈阿姨搞得团团转的诗岚变得丈八金刚摸不清头脑。

陈阿姨摇摇头后，边带着诗岚到一个空房边说：“我想过了，既然我们这么有缘，而你这只迷途小羔羊又暂时找不到回家的路，我呢，又暂时找不到继承人，所以你很荣幸被我选为我的继承人！”

“什么？要我做你的继承人？”

“没办法啊！我找不到继承人啊！”

“也难怪啦！刚才我在菜市，看你的功夫也好不到哪里去！算啦！我就当你的徒弟，等时间过吧，这总好过陪你到菜市去卖艺！”

“这可是你说的哦！嗱，这房间里有许多武器，有剑、弓箭、矛......你想要练什么，就说吧！我很乐意教你的！”陈阿姨脸上露出了沾沾自喜的笑容。

“啊？怎么只有剑、弓箭、矛......而没有枪呢？”诗岚脸上露出了埋怨的神情。

“什么是枪？”

“枪就是......唉！我也不懂如何解释。”

“那没关系啦！快，选一个你较有兴趣的武器吧！”陈阿姨迫不及待地等着诗岚的选择。

诗岚望着那“堆积如山”的武器，便随手拿了一把剑。其实，那把剑并没有任何吸引之处，只是刀锋和刀刃比起其他剑锋利多了，还有那把剑的把手是诗岚最爱的蓝色。蓝色的把手配上银白色的刀锋和刀刃，有时会发出耀眼的银光，仿佛在说自己是最好的那把剑。

“这把就是‘月光剑’了！由于它拥有耀眼的银光，所以总会使人联想到月光，而蓝色的把手就像夜，增添了‘月光剑’的神秘感！你的眼光可真不错！其实，‘月光剑’要配上‘火光剑’才能发挥出真正的实力！”陈阿姨边说边“抚摸”着那把剑。

“那请问‘火光剑’呢？”

被诗岚这样一问，陈阿姨低下头，陷入了沉思中......

一个小男孩趴在年轻时的陈阿姨的大腿上聆听着陈阿姨哼着乡间小曲。事过已久，那小男孩童真的脸孔和笑容，依然深深地烙印在陈阿姨的脑海里。

陈阿姨抬起头时，又哼着那首熟悉的乡间小曲后，便说：“会欣赏这首小曲的人就是拥有‘火光剑’的人咯!”

听得一头雾水的诗岚只是摇摇头。

“啊！我忘了！现在我得准备帮刘小姐送货了，所以你得自己在客栈后卖难的花园练习咯！”说完，陈阿姨立即背起背包，戴上鸭舌帽走了出去。

“鸭舌帽配背包加上红色连身裙，会否太可笑了？”

准备好了!!!

准备好了!随时出发!
今天，总算所有要到新加坡的"东东"都准备好了!
可惜，时间还未到。。。
哈哈!!!
UPSR的放榜日期一次又一次地延期，
最新消息是这个星期四。
好紧张哦!
神啊!保佑保佑我啊!!!
平时不烧香，临时抱佛脚的后果。。。
不好受。。。

哈。。。哈。。。

这几天，
我想了又想，
还是决定别放弃我的部落格。。。
为什么???
我不知道。。。
太过留恋于这里吧。。。
怎样!???
欢迎我回来吗???
即使不欢迎，
我也回来啦!!!
我才不会因为某些人的话语，
而放弃这里。。。

I just want to be who I am...

I just want to be who I am,

Noone will stop me from being that...

I trust myself...

I believe myself...

To those who always bully me,

BE CAREFUL...

I won't let U defeat so easily...

I can't stop my tears for falling,

But I'll protect my heart for not to let all of U hurt me...

I just want to be who I am,

because now I know who am I...

I want to be the girl who always...(can't tell this is secret)

Just believe it in myself...

The past...just let it go...

The future...just let it come...

I prepare for myself...

I am confusing...

Today a teacher from Han Jiang secondary school came to our school.
He come here to give us a speech about the facilities of Han Jiang secondary school.
The facilities are cool, I love it.
I wish to go there if I have 7As in UPSR.
One of my reason to go there is I need to change the thing around me...
I'm silly, right???
I don't know I just want to leave here as fast as I could...
This place is very unforgetful for me,
because this place has many sad memory for me...
For those people who hurt me again and again,
I can't forgive them again and again...
I can't do that and I don't know why!!!
Maybe I should go to a place that noone find me...
But I didn't want to do that...
I just want them to leave me alone...
Just for a few days...
Nevermind,
I had made my decision to go to Han Jiang secondary school,
IF HAD 7AS IN UPSR...
I won't decide to go to Chung Ling secondary school to meet them again...
Like that maybe I will tried to forget all these memories...
I hate sad memories ...
From now on,
I'll tried my best to forget it not to forgive it...
I promise myself...

是非题

每段故事都有一篇剧情
每段爱情都像动人旋律
一颗真心却只向着你前进
也许爱越单纯越着迷
你是窗外另外一片风景
在你眼里我是什么关系
你的呼吸藏在我的爱情里
何时能诚实面对自己
我们从不开口那个言语
那一句我爱你
永远像少了勇气
别人都说
我和你之间的关系
没有人相信只有关心
我们从不正视那个问题
那一些是非题
总让人伤透脑筋
我会期待
爱盛开那一个黎明
一定会有美丽的爱情

半生熟

你总是腼腆用幽默语言
填满我心里的小缺陷
灌溉满座花园让我住里面
对你我怎么可能心不在焉
你总是淘气用微笑双眼
照亮我生活每个阴天
编织整片屋檐让我躲里面
对你我没有抱怨
我为你泡的咖啡额外加了甜
赶走夜的晕眩
我为你准备一整年的喜悦
一步一个脚印让幸福实现
我喜欢你却又偏偏喜欢我
零时差的拥有
点燃温柔 让孤单解冻
小心翼翼享受你害羞逗留
我喜欢追你却偏偏喜欢躲
无条件的邂逅
爱到现在 刚好半生熟

投递着微妙的感动

我就是这样

我就是这样 天马行空的磁场
或许你还不习惯 我在等你变成拍档
我就是这样 注定和你不一样
谢谢你欣不欣赏 我的风格是限量
摊开的手掌 柔软又刚强
（十指纤长 指尖藏着一股力量）
安静的目光 温柔却也狂放
（眼神明亮 有好多话想对你讲）
我独特的模样 是全新的信仰
我就是这样 天马行空的磁场
或许你还不习惯 我在等你变成拍档
我就是这样 注定和你不一样
谢谢你欣不欣赏 我的风格是限量
RAP(tank):
你不会躲在 不长不短的裙摆
耍无赖太依赖 都不符合你的心态
乖乖早过了时代 怪怪才有人青睐
不需要表态 让大家慢慢猜
既古代又现代 爱HIP HOP也爱李白
是女孩像男孩 这次出场注定精彩
我嗅到英雄神采 我瞄到美人姿态
多变的节拍 接下来该是你拽
诗人的滥觞 刻板的印象
（没有文字 足以介绍你的出场）
你爱晒太阳 我赏我的月亮
(井水河水 各自徜徉各的海洋 )
想发出一道光 让世间不平凡
我就是这样 天马行空的磁场
或许你还不习惯 我在等你变成拍档
我就是这样 注定和你不一样
谢谢你欣不欣赏 我的风格是限量
温柔 倔强 勇敢 都是我
我拥有太多 不同基因
安静 吵闹 沉默 都是我
分钟 不同的颜色

There are something I can't say...

Today,
another rainy day...
Walking on the road in a rainy day, FUN...
Is it really fun???
Maybe...
But using a sad feeling walking on the road in a rainy day,
that become...a feeling that I can't said...
Ya...
A sad girl wants to be a happy girl...
Noone can help her...
The feeling...very bad...
I hate it...
I don't know why mankind likes to make life become complicated...
I don't want to know...
I can't know it...
or maybe I no need to know...
Compicated life...
But I will still try to make it easier...
I believe this time noone will stop it...
And I won't get hurt anymore...
Ya...
I belive it...

Way back into love

I've been living with a shadow overhead

I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed

I've been lonely for so long

Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away

Just in case I ever need them again someday

I've been setting aside time

To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I wanna do is find a way back into love

I can't make it through without a way back into love

Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine

I've been searching but I just don't see the signs

I know that it's out there

There's gotta be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light

Not somebody just to get me through the night I could use some direction

And I'm open to your suggestions

All I wanna do is find a way back into love

I can't make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart again I guess

I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real

Or if anybody feels the way I feel I need inspiration

Not just another negotiation

All I wanna do is find a way back into love

I can't make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart to you

I'm hoping you'll show me what to do

And if you help me to start again

You know that I'll be there for you in the end

Unfaithful

Story in my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
cause it seems that wrong
really loves my company
Hes more than a man
and this is more than love
the reason that this guy is blue
the clouds are rolling in
because I'm gone again
and to him I just can't be true
and I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
and it kills him inside
to know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
a murderer
I feel it in the air
as I'm doing my hair
preparing for another day
A kiss up on my cheek
He's here reluctantly
as if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A liar didn't have to tell
Because we both know
where I'm about to go
and we know it very well
cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
and it kills him inside
to know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
a murderer
His trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore (anymore)
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
a murderer (a murderer)
No no no no
Yeah yeah yeah

萍聚

别管以后将如何结束
至少我们曾经相聚过
不必费心地彼此约束
更不需要言语的承诺
只要我们曾经拥有过
对你我来讲已经足够
人的一生有许多回忆
只愿你的追忆有个我
别管以后将如何结束
至少我们曾经相聚过
不必费心地彼此约束
更不需要言语的承诺
只要我们曾经拥有过
对你我来讲已经足够
人的一生有许多回忆
只愿你的追忆有个我
(合)只要我们曾经拥有过
对你我来讲已经足够
人的一生有许多回忆(人生...回忆)
只愿你的追忆有个我

爱得太迟

我过去那死党早晚共对
各也扎职以后没法畅聚
而终於相约到但无言共对疏淡如水
曰夜做见爸爸刚好想呻
却霎眼看出他多了皱纹
而他的苍老感是从来未觉太内疚担心
最心痛是爱得太迟有些心意
不可等某个曰子
盲目地发奋忙忙忙其实自私
梦中也习惯有压力要我得知
最可怕是爱需要及时只差一秒
心声都已变历史
忙极亦放肆见我爱的见双至
要抱要吻怎黱也好
偏要推说要等一下次
我也觉我体质仿似下降
看了症得到是别要太忙
而影碟都扫光但从来未看因有事赶
曰夜做储的钱都应该够
到圣诞正好讲跟我白头
谁知她开了口未能挨下去己恨我很久
错失太易爱得太迟我怎想到
她忍不到那曰子
盲目地发奋忙忙忙从来未知幸福会掠过
再也没法说钟意爱一个字
也需要及时只差一秒
心声都己变历史为忙未放肆
见我爱见的双至要抱要吻要怎黱也好
不要相信一切有下次
相拥我所爱又花几多秒
这几秒能够做到又有多少
未算少足够遗憾忘掉
多少抱憾多少过路人
太懂估计却不懂爱锡自身
人人在发奋想起他朝都兴奋
但今晚未过你要过也很吸引
纵不信运你不过是人
你想很远爱於咫尺却在等
来曰别操心趁你有能力开心

世界有太多东西发生不要等到天

崇拜

你的姿态 你的青睞
我存在在你的存在
你以為愛 就是被愛
你揮霍了我的崇拜
我活了 我愛了 我都不管了
心愛到瘋了 恨到算了就好了
可能的 可以的 真的可惜了
幸福好不容易 怎麼你卻不敢了呢
我還以為我們能 不同於別人
我還以為不可能的 不會不可能
你的姿态 你的青睞
我存在在你的存在
你以為愛 就是被愛
你揮霍了我的崇拜
我活了 我愛了 我都不管了
心愛到瘋了 恨到算了就好了
可能的 可以的 真的可惜了
幸福好不容易 怎麼你卻不敢了呢
我還以為我們能 不同於別人
我還以為不可能的 不會不可能
你的姿态 你的青睞
我存在在你的存在
你以為愛 就是被愛
你揮霍了我的崇拜
風箏有風 海豚有海
我存在在我的存在
所以明白 所以離開
所以不再為愛而愛
自己存在在你之外

My Love

An empty street, an empty house
I hold inside my heart
I'm all alone, the rooms are getting smaller.
I wonder how, I wonder why, I wonder where they are
The days we had, the songs we sang together.
(oh yeah)
And all my love, I'm holding on forever
Reaching for the love that seems so far
Chorus:
So I say it in a prayer
And hope my dreams will take it there
Where the sky is blue, see you once again... my love.
All the seasons coast to coast
Find the place I love the most
Where the field is green, see you once again... my love.
I try to read, I go the work
I left them with my friends
But I can't stop to keep myself from thinking. (oh no)
I wonder how, I wonder why, I wonder where they are
The days we had, the songs we sang together.
(oh yeah)
And all my love, I'm holding on forever
Reaching for the love that seems so far
So I say it in a prayer
And hope my dreams will take it there
Where the sky is blue, see you once again... my love.
All the seasons coast to coast
Find the place I love the most
Where the field is green, see you once again...
To hold you in my arms
To promise you my love
To tell you from the heart
You're all I'm thinking of
Reaching for the love that seems so far
So I say it in a prayer
And hope my dreams will take its there
Where the sky is blue, see you once again... my love.
All the seasons coast to coast
Find the place I love the most
Where the field is green, see you once again... my love.
Say it in a prayer (my sweet love)
Dreams will take it there
Where the sky is blue (woo yeah), see you once again my love. (oh my love)
All the seasons coast to coast
Find the place I love the most

Where the field is green, see you once again.... My Love.

Complicated

Uh huh, life's like this
Uh huh, uh huh, that's the way it is
Cause life's like this
Uh huh, uh huh that's the way it is
Chill out what you yelling for?
Lay back it's all been done before
And if you could only let it be
you will see
I like you the way you are
Chill out what you yelling for?
Lay back it's all been done before
And if you could only let it be
you will see
I like you the way you are
When we're drivin' in your car
and you're talking to me one on one but you've become
Somebody else round everyone else
you're watching your back like you can't relax
You're tryin' to be cool you look like a fool to me
Tell me
Why'd you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
you fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turning into honesty you promised me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no no
You come over unannounced
dressed up like you're something else
where you are and where it's a sad you see
you're making me
laugh out when you strike a pose
take off all your preppy clothes
you know you're not fooling anyone
when you've become
Somebody else round everyone else
You’re watching your back, like you can't relax
you trying to be cool you look like a fool to me
Tell me
Why'd you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
you fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turning into honesty
you promised me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no no
Chill out what you yelling for?
Lay back it's all been done before
And if you could only let it be
you will see
Somebody else round everyone else
You're watching your back like you can't relax
You're tryin' to be cool you look like a fool to me
Tell me
Why'd you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
you fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turning into honesty
and promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no no
Why'd you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
you fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turning into honesty
you promised me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no no

Every time we touch(lyrics( Cascada))

I still hear your voice,

when you sleep next to me.

I still feel your touch in my dreams.

Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why.

Without you it's hard to survive.

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.

And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.

Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last. I need you by my side.

Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static.

And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.

Can't you hear my heart beat slow.

I can't let you go.

I want you in my life.

Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky.

They wipe away tears that I cry.

The good and the bad times, we've been through them all.

You make me rise when I fall.

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.

And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.

Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.

I need you by my side.

Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static.

And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.

Can't you hear my heart beat slow.

I can't let you go.

I want you in my life.

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.

And everytime we kiss, I swear I could fly.

Can't you feel my heart beat fast.

I want this to last.

I need u by my side.

Just look front...

Grey days...

A day full with tears...

Me and She,

Keep changing...

Mankind,

must always changed...

Nomatther what's going on...

Everyone,

just can't do anything to avoid tears from falling down...

just can do a thing to make our heart to become tuffer...

JUST LOOK FRONT...

And,

DON"T LOOK BACK...

ConFuseD...

Friends...
made me CONFUSED...
In front of U,
they can just pretent to be good with U,
But when they just turn back,
They become EVIL...
I just can't believe it...
Friends made me confused...
I hate it...
Tears just...keep falling down from my eyes...
The feeling... I don't want it...
Why they need to hurt me so many times...
I'm changing...
But...
Noone see...
I hurt again and again...
Tears keep falling...
Noone can stop it...

Joke...

Today is another day which full of tears...
Me and She,
FRIENDS...
But I really don't get it...
It just like a joke to me...
Really???
A joke???
I don't get it...
I don't want our friendship become like that...
Can anyone tell to me this is only a JOKE...
Ya...
A joke...
Really a joke???
NO!!!
This is what she said to me....
Did I do anything wrong???
I had change???
OR
She is the one who change???
I don't get it....

U are the star...

Miyu,
U are the star that I believe....
Tommorow,
The results will come out....
But,
Don't worry,
Believe in Yourself...
Because U are the star that I always BELIEVE....

La....La....

La...La....
Yesterday,
I won a prize....
Just a congratulations prize...
But U can see my photo in today's SinChew...
Find yourself...
Ha...Ha...Ha....

A Girl...

There is a girl,
waiting for happy,
waiting for sad...
There is a girl,
waiting for smile,
waiting for tears....
There is a girl,
waiting for peace,
waiting for friends....
There is a girl,
waiting for dreams to come true...
The girl is ME lo....

HeLP ME!!!!

Who can help me?????
I scared to go to school now.....
Because of him la.......
Why I become so timid?????
Who can help me?????
The God?????
The Angels?????
My Parents?????
My Friend?????
My Teacher?????
HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!

For UPSR....

SIX years...
I study for UPSR...
THREE days...
I sit for UPSR...
SIX years...
THREE days...
Anyway,
UPSR is over...
So,
just say HURRAY!!!
(If U a Year Six Pupil this year...)

would you be there - Redwan Ali(lyrics)

If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ear that’s ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love one more time.
If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back…
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you be swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you’ll always be the one,
To take my breath away?
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you’ll always be the one,
To take my breath away?
Would you be there…
If I will wait, would you still think of me ,
And wished that you could hold me now.
Would you die for me,
Would you run with me,
All the way…
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you’ll always be the one,
To take my breath away?
Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you’ll always be there,
To kiss my pain away?
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you’ll always be the one,
To take my breath away?
Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you’ll always be there,
To kiss my pain away?
Would you be there…For me…

淌血的心

外表看起只是流泪的我，
其实没人知道我的心在淌血。
血就这样一地直流，
快乐变得不快乐;
希望变得没希望；
可能的事变得不可能；
最值得信赖的人顿时变成我不值得信赖的人。。。
徘徊在爱与恨之间，
分不清敌或友之际，
我还能做什么？
淌血的心，
流过的泪，
慢慢地对继承了灯塔，
那永远都不会发光的灰暗灯塔。。。。。。
爱。很。敌。友？

Mother

Altough one day,
the sky in our world become GREY...
The flower of hope in our world become WILT...
But...
She is the only one who won't let it happen...
She is OUR mother..

CHANGED???

Changed???
Have she changed???
Why???
When???
What???
Changed???
Are We Still A Friend???
Changed???
Changed???
The Time and Tide has changed It...
Friendship?
Dream?
All had changed...
The world is also changing...
Noone will know what had changed...
past...
now...
future...

Tears X Smile

If someone is smiling,
U will think that He or She is happy;
But if someone is crying,
U will think that He or She is sad...
Actually,
Noone knows that THE FACES BEHIND THE SMILE
and THE FACES BEHIND THE TEARS,
maybe the time he or she is smiling or crying,
he or she is really happy or sad,
BUT SOMETIMES NO!!!
Tears or smile,
WHO KNOWS???

Terrible....Horrible....AND....Vegetable.....

Today I terlanggar someone I hate lo.....
the body smells sucks....
Later....
I fell down because of a wood....
But...I didn't hurt...haha....
Then....
I am forced by my family to eat vegetables....
AIKS....
Sooo.....
TERRIBLE
HORRIBLE
VEGETABLE....

Why friends are complicated???

Sometimes you need to tolerate with your friends....

but sometimes they think that you ' bully' them....

they just want your attention....

so...

just get along with them lo....=}

Yahoo!!!

Ladies and Gentlemen,
Boys and Girls,
Please listen to me,
This exam...
I got 7As,
HURRAY for me!!!
And another good news is...
I get no.4 in my 4th exam!!!
YAHOO!!!
And...
I have been chosen to take part in a competition...
Today is my lucky day...

Love or Friendship???

Sometimes,

my friends asked me,

"What is Love?"

and

"What is Friendship?"

I just answered them,

" I don't know!!!"

because it is such a boring QUESTION!!!

What to do?

They like to asked me some boring question...

Tsubasa Chronicles

This is my one of my favourite animtion...

This story is about Love, Friendship and Travelling to the other dimension...

It is very cool,

Sakura very pretty,

Syaoron very handsome,

Fai very funny,

Kurogane very brave...

This is a nice story,

I hope you like it...

La Corda D'oro Primo Passo...

This is one of my favourite animation...

Benjemin Cheah

He...
is my class's hero... (maybe)
Today when Miss Joyce scolded us,
he's the only one who admit that he had bully our English teacher,
Actually,
not just him had bully our teacher,
many others students in our class (not me,Miyu &Chin X X) had bullied our teacher,
But...
He's the only one who dare to admit...

(At last we also been punish by Miss Joyce...)

月光下(Lyrics)

无言以对
如果会后悔
就该学会
在爱的时候
用智慧 盖一座堡垒 收藏你的美
一进一退
流过的眼泪
不算白费
谎言和是非
有点累
心痛只在回味
月光下我们走过的那条街
当时的手还牵得那么直接
是你不再留恋 还是美好终究 善变
月光下回忆在我身边穿越
你会不会残留着那感觉
熟悉的体温
留下的指纹
别过问
那天凝视你的双眼
不说一句的吻你的脸
喔~ 谁的出现 打断了永远。。

Finnding a place that full with love...

ME and YOU,
are finding a place where can keep our love memories...
Someone finds it in their Family,
Someone finds it in their friendship...
Me,
I find it in ...
a place that is secret...
But I know YOU will find it...

Dreams

Do U have a dream?
My dream is...
nothing...
because I"ve not thinking yet...

Love

Love,

a feeling that warm our heart...

but,

he make me confused with love...

Love

Love,
a feeling that warm our heart...
but,
he make me confused with love...

Funny Story......

Today when I go home,

My mother nonstop asking me some STUPID QUESTIONS,

such as,

"Which boy do you like in Ur class?"

and

"Which boy in Ur class like U?"

and I just answer,

" No! No! No!"

But she still nonstop asking me...

FUNNY le......

Where is Our Friendship???

Today,

me and she quarrel again.......

She always criticize me......

She said I can't sing well......

and I said she can't draw well......

SO......

We QUARREL again...

But tomorow I will apologize with her,

And I will also forgive her......

Boring Day & Boring Project

A boring day again...
I'm finding some places of Malaysia for my project...
Doing project is very boring for me...
Don't you think so?
Whatever, I must finish it on time...

大自然的启示

海岸的浪花，
只在瞬间绽放，
却依然如此的美。。。
其实，
流星的闪烁，
只为求得你稍微的注视。。。
朋友，
你是不是忽略了什么？

小小的心情

最近看过了黄老师和珊宇的部落格，心中有种说不出的感觉。班上近来的确发生了一些不愉快的事，但今年是在小学生涯中的最后一年了，不管开心的、伤心的、生气的、好笑的。。。都是值得纪念的，但愿朋友们都会如此想吧！
黄老师那篇<<无言以对>>，写的很好。里面描写得非常生动，令我感触良多。人与人之间的关系，不管友情的、亲情的、爱情的。。。都该有些悲伤的回忆让我们留念。。。
不过不过。。。
别太留念在过去，因为未来正有数不尽的挑战等着我们，所以我们应该挺起胸膛，迎接未来的挑战！友情或爱情还是亲情中的开心的事、悲伤的事、生气的事、好笑的事。。。都该珍惜。毕竟那是我们一部分的回忆。。。

火山爆爆爆爆爆发！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

忍了那么久，终于爆发了。。。
那个小伙子，黄xx，今天肯定想不到我会在英语老师的面前反驳他！
每次，只要他恶人先告状，向某个老师面前诋毁我，
我都惊慌得不知所措。。。
可是，
今天我却不知从那儿得到了勇气，
竟然在英语老师的面前反驳回他。。。
相信他也意想不道吧！！！
平时，
我只是默默的在那儿忍受，
不过，
今天火山终于爆发了！！！
不过，
我还是有点担心。。。
毕竟他总爱在老师面前“扮乖乖仔”，
又爱拍老师们的马屁，
不知明天他会不会在班主任面前投诉我？
没关系，
我帮了全班教训了他，谁叫他平时惹人厌！！！！！
希望他会改过自新咯！

人生=爬山

考试

无聊的考试过了，真高兴！考试，考试，考试。。。。八月份又有另一次的考试。那次将是UPSR之前最后一次的考试了。。。再过不久，我就能摆脱无聊的考试 。。。 虽然只是短短两个月，但对我来说，却是重获自由的两个月。。。

凌乱美

乱乱唱，
乱乱写，
乱乱画，
乱乱读，
乱乱看，
乱乱玩，
乱乱吃，
乱乱喝，
乱乱跑，
乱乱跳。。。。。。。
什么都乱乱来。。。。。。

关于我。。。

在Miyu 的帮助下完成了这个博客！感恩！
关于我。。。
姓名：张韵欣
CHONG YUN XIN
年龄：还很年轻。。。
性别：女的
喜欢唱歌，尤其是WESTLIFE 的MY LOVE。。。
喜欢画画，尤其是帅哥美女(漫画里的)
喜欢写作，但写得一蹋糊涂，
还有更重要的是我喜欢你。。。
别误会我只是想和你当个朋友。。。