2008年10月25日星期六

哈。。。哈。。。

这几天,
我想了又想,
还是决定别放弃我的部落格。。。
为什么???
我不知道。。。
太过留恋于这里吧。。。
怎样!???
欢迎我回来吗???
即使不欢迎,
我也回来啦!!!
我才不会因为某些人的话语,
而放弃这里。。。

2008年10月7日星期二

I just want to be who I am...

I just want to be who I am,

Noone will stop me from being that...

I trust myself...

I believe myself...

To those who always bully me,

BE CAREFUL...

I won't let U defeat so easily...

I can't stop my tears for falling,

But I'll protect my heart for not to let all of U hurt me...

I just want to be who I am,

because now I know who am I...

I want to be the girl who always...(can't tell this is secret)

Just believe it in myself...

The past...just let it go...

The future...just let it come...

I prepare for myself...

I am confusing...

Today a teacher from Han Jiang secondary school came to our school.
He come here to give us a speech about the facilities of Han Jiang secondary school.
The facilities are cool, I love it.
I wish to go there if I have 7As in UPSR.
One of my reason to go there is I need to change the thing around me...
I'm silly, right???
I don't know I just want to leave here as fast as I could...
This place is very unforgetful for me,
because this place has many sad memory for me...
For those people who hurt me again and again,
I can't forgive them again and again...
I can't do that and I don't know why!!!
Maybe I should go to a place that noone find me...
But I didn't want to do that...
I just want them to leave me alone...
Just for a few days...
Nevermind,
I had made my decision to go to Han Jiang secondary school,
IF HAD 7AS IN UPSR...
I won't decide to go to Chung Ling secondary school to meet them again...
Like that maybe I will tried to forget all these memories...
I hate sad memories ...
From now on,
I'll tried my best to forget it not to forgive it...
I promise myself...

2008年10月6日星期一

是非题

每段故事都有一篇剧情
每段爱情都像动人旋律
一颗真心却只向着你前进
也许爱越单纯越着迷
你是窗外另外一片风景
在你眼里我是什么关系
你的呼吸藏在我的爱情里
何时能诚实面对自己
我们从不开口那个言语
那一句我爱你
永远像少了勇气
别人都说
我和你之间的关系
没有人相信只有关心
我们从不正视那个问题
那一些是非题
总让人伤透脑筋
我会期待
爱盛开那一个黎明
一定会有美丽的爱情

半生熟

你总是腼腆用幽默语言
填满我心里的小缺陷
灌溉满座花园让我住里面
对你我怎么可能心不在焉
你总是淘气用微笑双眼
照亮我生活每个阴天
编织整片屋檐让我躲里面
对你我没有抱怨
我为你泡的咖啡额外加了甜
赶走夜的晕眩
我为你准备一整年的喜悦
一步一个脚印让幸福实现
我喜欢你却又偏偏喜欢我
零时差的拥有
点燃温柔 让孤单解冻
小心翼翼享受你害羞逗留
我喜欢追你却偏偏喜欢躲
无条件的邂逅
爱到现在 刚好半生熟

投递着微妙的感动

我就是这样

我就是这样 天马行空的磁场
或许你还不习惯 我在等你变成拍档
我就是这样 注定和你不一样
谢谢你欣不欣赏 我的风格是限量
摊开的手掌 柔软又刚强
(十指纤长 指尖藏着一股力量)
安静的目光 温柔却也狂放
(眼神明亮 有好多话想对你讲)
我独特的模样 是全新的信仰
我就是这样 天马行空的磁场
或许你还不习惯 我在等你变成拍档
我就是这样 注定和你不一样
谢谢你欣不欣赏 我的风格是限量
RAP(tank):
你不会躲在 不长不短的裙摆
耍无赖太依赖 都不符合你的心态
乖乖早过了时代 怪怪才有人青睐
不需要表态 让大家慢慢猜
既古代又现代 爱HIP HOP也爱李白
是女孩像男孩 这次出场注定精彩
我嗅到英雄神采 我瞄到美人姿态
多变的节拍 接下来该是你拽
诗人的滥觞 刻板的印象
(没有文字 足以介绍你的出场)
你爱晒太阳 我赏我的月亮
(井水河水 各自徜徉各的海洋 )
想发出一道光 让世间不平凡
我就是这样 天马行空的磁场
或许你还不习惯 我在等你变成拍档
我就是这样 注定和你不一样
谢谢你欣不欣赏 我的风格是限量
温柔 倔强 勇敢 都是我
我拥有太多 不同基因
安静 吵闹 沉默 都是我
分钟 不同的颜色

There are something I can't say...

Today,
another rainy day...
Walking on the road in a rainy day, FUN...
Is it really fun???
Maybe...
But using a sad feeling walking on the road in a rainy day,
that become...a feeling that I can't said...
Ya...
A sad girl wants to be a happy girl...
Noone can help her...
The feeling...very bad...
I hate it...
I don't know why mankind likes to make life become complicated...
I don't want to know...
I can't know it...
or maybe I no need to know...
Compicated life...
But I will still try to make it easier...
I believe this time noone will stop it...
And I won't get hurt anymore...
Ya...
I belive it...

2008年10月5日星期日

Way back into love


I've been living with a shadow overhead

I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed

I've been lonely for so long

Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away

Just in case I ever need them again someday

I've been setting aside time

To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I wanna do is find a way back into love

I can't make it through without a way back into love

Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine

I've been searching but I just don't see the signs

I know that it's out there

There's gotta be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light

Not somebody just to get me through the night I could use some direction

And I'm open to your suggestions

All I wanna do is find a way back into love

I can't make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart again I guess

I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real

Or if anybody feels the way I feel I need inspiration

Not just another negotiation

All I wanna do is find a way back into love

I can't make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart to you

I'm hoping you'll show me what to do

And if you help me to start again

You know that I'll be there for you in the end

Unfaithful

Story in my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
cause it seems that wrong
really loves my company
Hes more than a man
and this is more than love
the reason that this guy is blue
the clouds are rolling in
because I'm gone again
and to him I just can't be true
and I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
and it kills him inside
to know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
a murderer
I feel it in the air
as I'm doing my hair
preparing for another day
A kiss up on my cheek
He's here reluctantly
as if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A liar didn't have to tell
Because we both know
where I'm about to go
and we know it very well
cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
and it kills him inside
to know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
a murderer
His trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore (anymore)
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
a murderer (a murderer)
No no no no
Yeah yeah yeah

萍聚



别管以后将如何结束
至少我们曾经相聚过
不必费心地彼此约束
更不需要言语的承诺
只要我们曾经拥有过
对你我来讲已经足够
人的一生有许多回忆
只愿你的追忆有个我
别管以后将如何结束
至少我们曾经相聚过
不必费心地彼此约束
更不需要言语的承诺
只要我们曾经拥有过
对你我来讲已经足够
人的一生有许多回忆
只愿你的追忆有个我
(合)只要我们曾经拥有过
对你我来讲已经足够
人的一生有许多回忆(人生...回忆)
只愿你的追忆有个我

2008年10月4日星期六

爱得太迟



我过去那死党早晚共对
各也扎职以后没法畅聚
而终於相约到但无言共对疏淡如水
曰夜做见爸爸刚好想呻
却霎眼看出他多了皱纹
而他的苍老感是从来未觉太内疚担心
最心痛是爱得太迟有些心意
不可等某个曰子
盲目地发奋忙忙忙其实自私
梦中也习惯有压力要我得知
最可怕是爱需要及时只差一秒
心声都已变历史
忙极亦放肆见我爱的见双至
要抱要吻怎黱也好
偏要推说要等一下次
我也觉我体质仿似下降
看了症得到是别要太忙
而影碟都扫光但从来未看因有事赶
曰夜做储的钱都应该够
到圣诞正好讲跟我白头
谁知她开了口未能挨下去己恨我很久
错失太易爱得太迟我怎想到
她忍不到那曰子
盲目地发奋忙忙忙从来未知幸福会掠过
再也没法说钟意爱一个字
也需要及时只差一秒
心声都己变历史为忙未放肆
见我爱见的双至要抱要吻要怎黱也好
不要相信一切有下次
相拥我所爱又花几多秒
这几秒能够做到又有多少
未算少足够遗憾忘掉
多少抱憾多少过路人
太懂估计却不懂爱锡自身
人人在发奋想起他朝都兴奋
但今晚未过你要过也很吸引
纵不信运你不过是人
你想很远爱於咫尺却在等
来曰别操心趁你有能力开心

世界有太多东西发生不要等到天

崇拜



你的姿态 你的青睞
我存在在你的存在
你以為愛 就是被愛
你揮霍了我的崇拜
我活了 我愛了 我都不管了
心愛到瘋了 恨到算了就好了
可能的 可以的 真的可惜了
幸福好不容易 怎麼你卻不敢了呢
我還以為我們能 不同於別人
我還以為不可能的 不會不可能
你的姿态 你的青睞
我存在在你的存在
你以為愛 就是被愛
你揮霍了我的崇拜
我活了 我愛了 我都不管了
心愛到瘋了 恨到算了就好了
可能的 可以的 真的可惜了
幸福好不容易 怎麼你卻不敢了呢
我還以為我們能 不同於別人
我還以為不可能的 不會不可能
你的姿态 你的青睞
我存在在你的存在
你以為愛 就是被愛
你揮霍了我的崇拜
風箏有風 海豚有海
我存在在我的存在
所以明白 所以離開
所以不再為愛而愛
自己存在在你之外

My Love



An empty street, an empty house
I hold inside my heart
I'm all alone, the rooms are getting smaller.
I wonder how, I wonder why, I wonder where they are
The days we had, the songs we sang together.
(oh yeah)
And all my love, I'm holding on forever
Reaching for the love that seems so far
Chorus:
So I say it in a prayer
And hope my dreams will take it there
Where the sky is blue, see you once again... my love.
All the seasons coast to coast
Find the place I love the most
Where the field is green, see you once again... my love.
I try to read, I go the work
I left them with my friends
But I can't stop to keep myself from thinking. (oh no)
I wonder how, I wonder why, I wonder where they are
The days we had, the songs we sang together.
(oh yeah)
And all my love, I'm holding on forever
Reaching for the love that seems so far
So I say it in a prayer
And hope my dreams will take it there
Where the sky is blue, see you once again... my love.
All the seasons coast to coast
Find the place I love the most
Where the field is green, see you once again...
To hold you in my arms
To promise you my love
To tell you from the heart
You're all I'm thinking of
Reaching for the love that seems so far
So I say it in a prayer
And hope my dreams will take its there
Where the sky is blue, see you once again... my love.
All the seasons coast to coast
Find the place I love the most
Where the field is green, see you once again... my love.
Say it in a prayer (my sweet love)
Dreams will take it there
Where the sky is blue (woo yeah), see you once again my love. (oh my love)
All the seasons coast to coast
Find the place I love the most

Where the field is green, see you once again.... My Love.

Complicated



Uh huh, life's like this
Uh huh, uh huh, that's the way it is
Cause life's like this
Uh huh, uh huh that's the way it is
Chill out what you yelling for?
Lay back it's all been done before
And if you could only let it be
you will see
I like you the way you are
Chill out what you yelling for?
Lay back it's all been done before
And if you could only let it be
you will see
I like you the way you are
When we're drivin' in your car
and you're talking to me one on one but you've become
Somebody else round everyone else
you're watching your back like you can't relax
You're tryin' to be cool you look like a fool to me
Tell me
Why'd you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
you fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turning into honesty you promised me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no no
You come over unannounced
dressed up like you're something else
where you are and where it's a sad you see
you're making me
laugh out when you strike a pose
take off all your preppy clothes
you know you're not fooling anyone
when you've become
Somebody else round everyone else
You’re watching your back, like you can't relax
you trying to be cool you look like a fool to me
Tell me
Why'd you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
you fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turning into honesty
you promised me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no no
Chill out what you yelling for?
Lay back it's all been done before
And if you could only let it be
you will see
Somebody else round everyone else
You're watching your back like you can't relax
You're tryin' to be cool you look like a fool to me
Tell me
Why'd you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
you fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turning into honesty
and promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no no
Why'd you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
you fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turning into honesty
you promised me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no no

Every time we touch(lyrics( Cascada))


I still hear your voice,

when you sleep next to me.

I still feel your touch in my dreams.

Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why.

Without you it's hard to survive.

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.

And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.

Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last. I need you by my side.

Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static.

And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.

Can't you hear my heart beat slow.

I can't let you go.

I want you in my life.

Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky.

They wipe away tears that I cry.

The good and the bad times, we've been through them all.

You make me rise when I fall.

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.

And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.

Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.

I need you by my side.

Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static.

And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.

Can't you hear my heart beat slow.

I can't let you go.

I want you in my life.

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.

And everytime we kiss, I swear I could fly.

Can't you feel my heart beat fast.

I want this to last.

I need u by my side.

Just look front...


Grey days...

A day full with tears...

Me and She,

Keep changing...

Mankind,

must always changed...

Nomatther what's going on...

Everyone,

just can't do anything to avoid tears from falling down...

just can do a thing to make our heart to become tuffer...

JUST LOOK FRONT...

And,

DON"T LOOK BACK...

ConFuseD...

Friends...
made me CONFUSED...
In front of U,
they can just pretent to be good with U,
But when they just turn back,
They become EVIL...
I just can't believe it...
Friends made me confused...
I hate it...
Tears just...keep falling down from my eyes...
The feeling... I don't want it...
Why they need to hurt me so many times...
I'm changing...
But...
Noone see...
I hurt again and again...
Tears keep falling...
Noone can stop it...